“I would hope that you could give up on what you would like to see in me and focus on the real me. It is then you can watch me do me, even though I know that it won’t happen anytime soon. That’s fine for now… I’ll just continue on with my life until your eyes can adjust to what it is that I am doing because I can’t stop living because it’s not within your scope of vision. I wish I could hold your hand right now but you’re just going to have to come and grab it.”-NC PHANORD
I guess the blank pages of a diary is the future – NC
It’s just like how one can’t recognize happiness until one goes though some hardship.
I understand from observation that love is never an easy journey.
It can be the motivation to climb the highest mountain and it can also be the reason for wanting to bury yourself 6 feet under.
One can not afford to be ignorant in love matters.
One has to understand it’s true nature.