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Strange, Bonded, & Un-attached


It’s a strange, bonded, & un-attached feeling that I have towards you.

Every morning I look outside of my window

Dreamy 2To see if you’re there.

We’re not together

But it feels nice to know that you are there.

It’s a strange, bonded, & un-attached affection that I have for you.

Because I’m a realistic girl,

I don’t cling onto what I don’t and cannot have,

But I find myself wanting to hold onto the thought of being with you.Dreamy

I have a strange, bonded, & un-attached impression of  you .

We share our mellow hellos and goodbyes

Along with a pair of smiles.

And sometimes we share the overviews of our lives.

I look forward to those moments the most.

Perplexing.

It’s a strange, bonded, & un-attached attraction that I have towards you.

My eyes always veer towards you.

You’ll probably never know it,

Because I won’t ever say it,

Unless you step forward

I will always fall behind.

But I will always have this strange, bonded, &  un-attached love for you.

Can’t Control This Girl #2


If you don’t know the story,

then here it is:

See you had a good girl and

She cherished you more than diamonds.

Oh! but the lies you kept on  piling

Oh! how it just kept on reaching new horizons.

Locked up and chained, the girl couldn’t escape the pain.

She waited  until she couldn’t stand anymore to be saved.

She sat on the cold, hard floor for days until it got uncomfortable and she stood up.

When she stood up, she realized that she had strength to stand again.

Then she knew nothing would be the same.

Sincerely, Yin and Yang


Whenever you leave,
I’d ask myself, “Where has the time gone?”
It happens frequently
and it puzzles me
how you do what you do
because I always seem to lose things when I’m with you.
Whether it’s my time, love, efforts, or anything else that I can give

It doesn’t matter
since you are a person who always tends to take.
Read into this however you want.

Decipher what’s  love and hate.

By all means,

I invite you to participate.

Sincerely, Yin and Yang Forever
-NC Phanord

Stuck like Glue


ImageI like the way our fingers intertwine,

because,

I feel the heat of the bond that ties us together.

It’s radiant.

We’re radiant, just like the sun and its nuclear reactions.

Our love is like a chemical fusion.

A wonder.

Something scientists would want to dissect, reproduce and put back together.

I like it when our hands are together.

I like making you aware of that.

What I Have to Show


I want you to see what these years have done for me
But
I have nothing to show for it.

I can only show you who I am.
I can only tell you about my plans.
I can only describe both my successes and failures.
But
You want something more tangible from me and
I Don’t have much to show for it.

I may not have a billion or two of anything.
Or have a million friends on FB, #true,
But
I have people who I love.
I have a reason to do my best.
You want proof of how I’m living…
Surrounded by people who love and care for me,
Truly,
Is what I have show for my existence.

(WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW?)